[there might be english error =)]

you'd made me smile:)

i have a feeling i just dun wanna do anything,

nd i failed all of them except for sit-up.

today wasn't my day, i felt so fuck up and i'm sorryy for my mood-swing today.

my hair wasn't mesy alrights:)

thats what i think.

shuttle run, i really didn't have the mean to run, i'm just being forced*

so at last i walk a little'

anyway, i'm prepared to fail, so i dun even give a damm at all.

i'll have to do retest after retest thats all:)

i waited for sanly, ferlicia they all alone, but sanly ask me to accompany her,

so not so alone.

thanks to carrie for your concern, she's great!

mr chen v.bad, he asked me to mi bu my wrongs by going

for the award day.

i had to chose another guy, but nobody want to take my place.

then i'll be ALONE again:(

nd i simply hate the feeling of lonliness!

SANLY! i have made it, i didn't talk to him for 5 days!

i said i wun talk to him, ndd YES i made it.

i accidentally saw him today.

cause he was in the hall.. finally! i many many days never saw him le:)

korkor promised* if i scored all my subs more than 55marks,

he will bring me to bugis and buy 2 things and my handphone bills, he will pay all.

and i could get my hard-earned money back.

and i could by the ice-lemon tee bag. <33

i'm going to concentrate on my stardies,

hope sanly, zhiting and xinhui will teach me.

when its time to end;

it should end.

pretty stress up today, sorryyy to those whom ears broke deaf.

LOL

didn't meant to quarrel with her, just doesn't wish she pull me with some else i dun LOVE.

i'm really tired, let me have peace can?

few days ago, i'm feeling contented but now things seem complicated.

almost quarreled with ai-ren.

but in the end okay le.

i made youchun so damm angry xP

paisehx norhhs. he dun wanna forgive me forever.

he hit my head first lurhs. still want argue!

nahhs. nvrm then, and i told him at least xuanming was better,

cos he didn't angry XD

kaykaykays.. i just hope he dun so xiaoqi larhhs.

anyway, today damm suay budd not going to mentioned.

i cried again, not that worst compared to monday.

that limweesen and xianyong lurh. say what must go up stage take badge.

so i cried and in the end, they told me next week then go up.

maybe i going to cry next week again.

was stardying earlier in the library, and suddenly have a crave for mcflurry.

but i promised sanly will do 3 a.maths question first.

in the end, we spend over an hour plus on them.

LOLS

i'm so lousy can!

and we sitted at our LAODIFANG..

and chat awhile then go home.

i want make CUPCAKES pls. CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME?

we finally okayys lerhhs.

CLAPS*

i'm glad seriously although today we didn't tok today:)

hope his teeth is FINE:)

had mcflurry almost everyday now, except for just today:)

i'm telling some peepz out there, dun try to test me.

i'm just tolerating you for all your stupid nonsense.

fine.. i thought i was about to cry again, but nvr and nvr just becos of them.

dun be such a gay, what not secure.

it's just lame excuses larhhs.

congrats to my mother tougue for getting 45.5/ 50 !

i'm so damm and idiotic happy although it's pass 1 day;

i didn't even stardy for it at all,.

ytd went to library stardy, xinhui teach so many times i also dun understand.

i'm stupid larhhs can!

i love ou quan& arh qin

i laugh like hell after i cry like hell;

i thought he still dun want to tok to me..

he just simply walked past me and act like he didn't see me

then dunno why my tears jiu drop down lerhhs.

then keep begging sanly to ask him dun angry with me.

at last he said HELLO.

and i cried again:(

cause he wasn't saying hello to me, he was saying to sanly:(

i was like HENN SADD NORHHS.

then stupid IDIOTIC youchun and friends laugh laugh lurhs.

on the way walking back to class, i CRIED again:)

cos i tot he backstabb me, go say my bad things to sanly.

at class, i laid on my table, start crying again:(

cos i really dunno the reason he angry marhhs!

went to give sanly back her calculator came back and i cried again:'(

i'm being lame larhhs.

he msged me, i replied but he he nvr replied le.

its the first and last time i'm going to cry until so badly in school!

still wasn't that okayy until i went out with ai-ren and ferlicia.

i'm so damm sorry to kunhao.

so damm paiseh, you no space to squeeze up!

i'm not saying you're fat larhh but paiseh horhs!

we ate mcdonald AGAIN:)

and saw this person whom i went into her blog befer derhhs,

i was telling them i think she looks like MONKEY.

i just can't stop laughing my ass out!

and she looks like a ape ( sanly said)

i went to popular and buy fullscap and pen, then look ard for monkey de books.

just can't stop laughing again:)

then calm down and went to buy the new school uniform.

argh.. the auntie horh, attitude gort problem..

then nvrm, actually very early can reach home derhhs.

the 3o7 nvr stop and let us go in sia=]

IDIOT, then got ppl there keep laughing.

FARK LARHHS!!

waiting forh about half and hour for the 3o7 without E de..

HOHO!

went into the bus, and guess who i saw

RAIN! ( the famous singer okay)

and i LAUGH again.

he realy look lyk one narhhs. try to stop laughing dun stop stopp looking at him. and i SUCEED!

congrats congrats*

BUT MUST MUST CONGRATS ZHITING(and band) for getting SILVER.

someone changed alot! ALOT! ='(((

其实我非常爱你不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意

你给了他的吻虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你

[ this song is pretty nice and i love it;

the lyrics super got meaning:) ,

sorry for english error; ]

sians!! i'm watching wei xiao pasta~

tmr will retuirn to ferlicia cos korkor has the disc too:)

incase i forget to return next time;

i want a haircut larhhs.

my hair make me look lyk ghost lurhhs.

aiyos! got someone angry with me for 3 days lerhhs!

HOW? HOW? msg him, he also nvr reply:(

can pls reply? you reply ai-ren de, also dun want reply mine:(

at least tell me why you angry marhhs.

stupid narhhs.. i feel so irritated when someone is angry with me norhhs.

ytd went out with ai-ren for mcflurry AGAIN:)

she asked me smt that shocked me;

she asked; you really love him marrhs?

i tell her, MAYBE NORT.. maybe still small larhh.

i told her if i really could GET what i want at first. i might not cherish.

then maybe very fast will gone le:)

she and me SAME norhhs.

AI-REN JIU SHI AI-REN MARHHS..

(same mind thinks alike)

sanly=AI-REN

zhiting=DARLING

ferlicia=best listener (she knows my mind the best)

octoups with mcflurry:)

RECENTS PHOTO~*

thats all..

takkaires

I'M DEPRESSED;

bud how depressed can i be compared to the past me;

things are simply on the right track forh me;

thanks everyone;

my studies getting worser; i thought my e-maths can make it;

bud today de test was lyk farking difficult hur!

although he said he wasn't nahhs.

but from his attitude i could see lurhhs, he just dun wanna admit.

draw many many things then all draw liao VERY ugly.

threw away alot of paper;

and many could see i wasn't really happy today;

WHY ? i dunno either; i am having a bad feeling that smt bad is

gonna happened;

HAIISH;

saw HIM norhhs! actually that time wanna go home lerh;

then i call weesen; he sort of asked me shuddupp,

cos the blabla~ is dunno doing what larhhs.

my perfect drawing of the EAT SHIT is probably in the DUMbin le

MCFLURRY once again:)

i miss the hot fudge alot lurhhs.

NE de blabla say wanna go malacca;

i dun want go; but xianyong say i mash go, cos i very noisy~

then thiensen say ltr at night he will see ghost!

and thats me! FARK LURHHS.

nvrm then, DA REN BU JI xiao REN GUO~*

he's just a xiaoren nia. SIANNx

saw xianyong smoking norhh; didn't mention many;

DUN SMOKE larhhs!

not good for health. ltr your throat there have hole jiu very ugly le.

LOL!

my love forh you proves everything;

you're simply all that matters;

all becos of a word call PANGSEH!

nvrm then; seen it can't be helped anymore.

actually i wasn't angry with her;

at least she praised me; although she laugh:)

wanted to be okay with her; but nvrm, it's simply ALRIGHT;

maybe thats the end; although i hope it wun

at least we had been AI-RENS' before hur?

we WERE happy once;

everything's my fault, will that be fine:) ?

HURhur..

i'm JUST AND SIMPLY A BITCH !

i made my admits;

i knew my wrongs, backstabb, blabla that you said;

i only said you pangseh; then you said i pangseh;

kayskayys

WE PANGSEH okayys?

i'm not in a good mood today neither am i ytd;

small thing want to made into BIG.

thanks ZHITING derhh concern.

didn't blog for two days although online:)

gonna play basketball tmr; haiis.

gonna escape from reality AGAIN hur?

he's gonna run away; far away.

i finally know how to do slant de words le!

爱我好吗?

wunch you love me once more?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

i dun care if you are gonna hurt me again

只要你留一个位置给我

i just want to be in your mind, your heart

哪怕是在你心中

even if its in somewhere

最容易被忽略的角落;

that you could easily forget me

( ANYHOW WRITE DERHHS )

heard ferlicia say they shouted at him~*

NAHHX..badbad norhh!

sanly say she'll buy the kinder bueno for me;

LIAR~* but its a wonderful lie norh.

anyway today went to eat mcflurry again:)

tmr is NAFA retest. argh. SIAN DIAO.

why run again? fuck sia! i only failed for 1 mintues nia :)

i'm too fat so cannot run.

retest sure fail again derhhs.

retest after retest then still retest MAYBE norhh=[

sho sianx. VERY VERY VERY early came home today;

actually want to slp but one person at home dun dare to slp larhhs

...

tmr AI-REN must pei wo eat mdc mdc worhx.

cos today she nvr pei wo, i also dun wanna ma fan her,

come down then go up;

she dun love me lerhhs.. sobbsobbx ='(

my face norh got something ehh. not pain lehhs, only red red;

go sch must put alot of concealer to cover lorhs

if not some idiot baichii will laugh de.

oh yar! something i think very funny orh. the kunXX horr go and call weesen, vincent. then next time weesen jiu not call bearbear lerh,

it will become VINCENT!

LOLS 0.0

HAPPY BURFDAY TO QIANYI JIEJIE
update ytd things first kayys~*
went out with AI-REN, ferlicia and some blabla to play badminton;
actually the fact is i nvr play:)
TEEHEES=]
anyway i'm so tanned now all because of the sun!
they play awhile jiu nvr play le, then we went to sanly hse and play.
took many photos and i ENJOY it kayys.
although i'm ugly!
saw two boyboy..i lyk the green shirt de better;
bud i think AI-REN lyk the red one x)
went to playground and play.
after that jiu went to eat mcdonald with ferlicia.
then jiu go home le:)
I'M HAPPY WHEN I'M WITH AI-REN AND FERLICIA.
today~*
i'm not gonna mention alot;
went out with 3 blabla.
and accidentally cut my leg, the rain drop onto it, i felt pain then i know.
LOLS
i have my mcflurry.
didn't spendd alot of money today, cos all TREATS.
i only brough a kinder bueno.
actually blabla(1) wanted to treat me, but i secretly go buy, then he nvr see.
then i give blabla(3) 1 kinder bueno.
WO HEN WEIDA!
<3456789>offline:)
cos i want tok to ferlicia.
we always talk LOBSTER*

takkaires

MY AI-REN
FERLICIA! WHERE'S YOUR FACe?