Monday, March 12, 2007
I WILL TRY TO LET GO SOMEHOW;
i am contented with my life now..
having you just inside my mindd will do;
i told myself.
in my heart; i will miss you always.
just finish the conference call with michelle ndd jewel..
they were basically consoling me yea..
after all having friends lyk you people are simply great..
especially when you're not just a friend to me.
haiish haiish:)
anyway ytd tok on phone with FerFer for an hour plusplus:)
toking about many him's
first of all misses those times saying dardar woaini to the first him.. he's a great guy indeed budd MY CHILDISH mindd didn't cherish him at all.. now he's gone.. i can only see him happily with HER?
now hopefully he has now found a better girl for him le
all the best to the first him.
then was the second HIM that only last 1mth plusplus..
isn't it abit too fast?
misses those memorable days with him..
but when he's with his friends, he didn't even give a damm to me at all..
thks to HIM, i get to know two bestie buddies..
he now also has found a girl whom he really cares for le..
goodluck Y_ _ _T_ _ _G!
ndd now the last guy;
the tears is shed, he nvr know.. among those three, he's the one i love the most yea? I LOVE HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY-
i told myself everyday, why can't he feel it?
my love for him can even made me change myself to a better person just to suits you.. but YOU only care about appearance eh? ndd my FACE can nvr be compared to his HER.. guess he will only hearts his girl when i am crying silently where nobody knows..
my expectations are not high;
All i want from you is to treat me like what you did in the past;
you tok ndd you laugh ndd you smile to me;
i wanted to kept my feelings ndd love for you in my mindd;
nvr would i know rumours just pass..
you made me into the stupidest woman in the world ,
by loving you.
anyway no matter wad, i will be silently awaiting;
because i am loving you so;
thats the fact i cannot change;
hopefully miracles do happened;
ndd change the fact of me ndd you;
i will wait as long as heart tells me so;
if i can't even be friends with you;
i will just silently love you in my mindd.