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Friday, March 30, 2007

TODAY I'M HAPPY:)

AI-REN ndd ferlicia pei wo go walkwalk:)

i brough two things and 1 clip!

my mood so damm bad this morning;

after going out jiu much better le:)

HAIIS

go to school, zhiting look at me, lyk funny funny derh.

maybe she wants to see weather i'm sad anort.

went to pohliling blog' just now

she said ~~kenneth~~ smile at her.

omg!

so good. budd i can't be bothered anymore.

it's gone means it's gone.

just pls dun tell me, he lyk liling will do!

i'm so afraid!

i have already given up!

his name made me annoyed,

maybe if i dun get to see him, i can slowly forget him 1day;

cause i easily forget ppl.

teehees x)

tmr i'm going out with sanly to STARDYx)

i very guai right? i dun wanna go any worser..

i just wanna go on the right track now nd stardy hard.

and get good good de results.

i had enough of everything.

i have been tolerating, bud you guys just dun get it.

i want peace! PEACE kayys!

i love my blog de song lurh:)

i heard it in the mtv channel ytd. so i put it in:)

let me know if loving you is wrong.

tell me i'm WRONG;

tell me i shldn't have LOVE iiux.

i want to cut my hair, i look lyk a GHOST huh!?

i just wanna cut my fringe. hehex)

i love NOONE, NOT EVEN MYSELFx)

i just can't force myself to say;

i dun love you anymore:)

withloves@ 8:34 pm

Thursday, March 29, 2007

i'm sick again:)

or maybe can say i dun feel lyk going to sch:(

i cried last night.

i'm living in this fucking world where two guys often let me cried because of them.

the first was that girl who anyhow scolded me and that made me cried 3 times this yr already:'(

then was the one i fell wrongly for.

just like a fall, i will pick myself up and continue on my life:)

i'm really really glad you guys care for me, asked me what happened;

sorryyy..

budd i really dun wish to say.

the best was ai-ren! she even wrote in her bloggie.

she made me so happy cos she msg me;

i love my ai-ren!

i'm so touch although its not the first time.

i will be happy from tmr onwards:)

stardy hard hard for my exam& dun be so childish anymOre.

talk with honey last night. she heard my cries!

i know its disgusting. she told me about her past andd everything.

saying out your own past is not very easy, esp when its not a good one

she knows what my mind is thinking.

she says she wanted to buy me a lollipop!

she owns me two lollipos le worh:)

i feel lyk a fool now.

falling in love with you was a veryvery wrong mistake.

from now onwards, i will keep my feeling in my heart&

wunch tell anyone. cos i dunno what to say,

ndd haw to say.

sometimes love become hate;

but my love for you will NVR become hate

cause it just hurts

withloves@ 8:36 pm

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

DEPRESSED*

i'm telling you again DEPRESSED

only shannon knows what i am toking about;

cause she's the one who tell me;

i guess she regretted telling me.

cause i scolded vulgarities just now.

i'm so sorryyyy!

i'm not hating him, i'm just simply hurt.

just bear with me for a few days!

i'm gonna be crazyyyyy soon!

can you tell me that it's a wrong to lyk you?

am i so wrong? why didn't i listen to what they say.

i am a stupid fool..

falling for someone that i shldn't have fall for.

when i'm saying this, you might think i haf

turn back to my childish de mind.

budd truthfully i speaking out from my mind:(

i dun wish to lost those memories of the good sides of you;

i will not mentioned anything about what had happened;

i have deleted him away ndd blocked.

i'm the acting lyk wad a child will do !?

i dunno what to do; i really dunno:(

plspls.. i have had enugh of everything.

can you please dun add in anymore?

i ~~love~~ yoohs!

kayys.. today i am having a bad bad cough.

its really very bad till i can't really tok very lonG:)

GUYS! dun ask me about anything.

i will not reply nor will i comment

from the start i knew everything was to be an end;

budd i didn't knew it was that fast.

<33

withloves@ 7:33 pm

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

ANYWAY=)

i am quite sad today='(

i cried two times;

first was i was really vexed over something;

second was i was coughly badly.

ndd even now, i still haf difficulty eating those dry dry de food;

ndd now difficulty in toking again:)

xinhui said its okay not to tok!

its okay when she dun tok, cos she's simply too talkative

until the mouth become lyk a duck!

omg! yibin dun angry worhx:) i didn't mean it.

i very guai today, after school eat le jiu come home le:)

ndd drank my coke.

I LOVE MY BABU DARLING

we're meeting a mth later horr?

thats a promise horh.

i miss her lots<33

finally we agreed to meet.

yeahs! love her many many compare to she love me;

i just dunno why some boliao de ppl just lorve ppl to loathes me;

when i dun even know them.

they backstabb me forh dunno what reason..

when i didn't even make them or wadever nd proberly nvr even tok to them befer.

& i dun even know them..

pls norhx.. can you put yourself in other people shoe?

if you're dha one being backstabb by someone you dunno,

how will you feel?

behind me say i childish whatever.

who's the one being childish naw?

i'm writing this not to shot anyone kayys.

its' just that if you think you're dha one..

thats your own mind self-thought.

&today i didn't see him at all:)

how sad! ytd too, cause i was sick yar?

WOHENAINI yea

i can't imagine me without you.

i can't imagine what will happened if you're gone.

i've decided, you'll just secretly stay in my heart.

you're all that matters to me.

i will cherish everynow ndd then you're in my heart

truthfully speaking i love you alot;

i shall face the fact you'd nvr love me.

i need you, i love you.

without you, my life is sure to be in chaos.

because of you, i learn to think things from the other side;

if i have to give up on you now, it's all worthwhile.

at least you had made me changed for you.

budd those memories still stays in my heart:)

dunch let me heartbreak again;

i have already heartbroke once forh you.

i love you horhx)

withloves@ 7:24 pm

Monday, March 26, 2007

PICTURES THAT I HAVE EDITED

i am sick!
i came tO schoOl early in the mOrning, i wasn't feeling well since ytd ndd almOst fainted*

tOday had tO gO sch incase ferlicia wait there alone marh:)
went to schOol after we met ndd saw weesen,

he was helping choochoo carry things.. we also helped in tOo:)

after that went tO the canteen with them.

hOngwei still Owns me a chOcOlate kayys!

then the sichang lOok at his phOne ndd keep laughing!

SICHANG VERY HANDSOME

dun jealOus!

ask him let me see, he shOw me a picture of a sky. DIAOS!
after a well went tO findd linda ndd i really felt tired, so decided tO come home.i from 8 plus slp until 12 plusplus lehh:)

still feeling a little giddy nOw:)

i miss you sO,

my life wOuldn't rhyme withOut you;

i think its time fOrh me tO let gO huh?

i will always cherish you in my mind.

fOrever ndd ever;

withOut you, life's sO miserable.

if Only i could see thrOugh your mind,

ndd knOw that wad you are simply thinking abOut

you will remain in my heart forever.

2o18 beautiful memOies

i knew you could nvr be mine,

but i will still lOve ya kayys?

withloves@ 4:31 pm

Saturday, March 24, 2007

AI-RENs'

fooling ard with SANSAN phone

upside-down!

i so ugly can!

my ai-ren so pretty:)

i love SANLY

i lorve her TONS!

take many pics today! then maybe tmr or monday then i go decorate those sanly send me de.
today we went to watch the messenger. simply more scarier then the haunted sch. then got 1 girl kept shouting.

actually the movie is not scary, its funny lurh:)

we went to causeway at first, then sanly rmb the time wrongly so we faster went to westmall, we waiting forh a neoprint machine very long. alot of ppl using! then after a while, decided not to wait le:)

i lorve LIM SANLY

then we hurried our way to westmall ndd reached there at 2.50!

we were left we 10 miuntes to queue forh the ticket ndd it was too long .

the popcorn there not nice derh:(

lot 1 derh is nicer ndd its cheaper ndd its bigger!

teehees:)

after watching, sanly saw her friends:)

then we went to toilet ndd take pic ndd then walk to the library to take too:)

after awhile jiu go home le, went to yewtee mcdonald ndd sitsit:)

she ate mcflurry ndd mine is sundae!

arghh.. she said mine look lyk dabianx)

i said hers' too budd hers' white lurh, how to look lyk dabianx?

after while sanly wanted to buy corns so we went to buy corn lurh..

i told her got sell chezzy hotdogs budd i didn't said it was nice kayy:)

she brough ndd it ndd she say very nan chi!

lols:)

so cute lurh=]

after that we jiu go home le, then daddy asked me to buy dinner cause marmie is not at home:)

i brough mcdonald forh myself:)

hehe:) i didn't asked for upsize budd she gave me upsize!

gonna be very fat soon, ndd gain back my weight!

i DUN WANT! so i'm putting just the fries aside!

who can give me his photo? can plss give me? lols

i am crazyy about him!

lols.. 1 day no see, ni hao mahh?

xpp! he nvr know how much i love him, haha=)

i knew we can't be friends;

i will just keep you secretly in my heart;

withloves@ 7:03 pm

Friday, March 23, 2007

today i took my height ndd weight;

i grew taller ndd have 2kg lesser now.

i am 162cm, 48KG!

I know i'm fat larhx.. hehex)

i am being a bad girl today:)

my apology to liling!

i am so sorryyyyy!

lessons was so damm boring lurh ndd then got maths test!

i copied wenqing de..

no choice i really dunno how to do anything

budd sanly said she will teach me if she can.

i brough a crownie cum key de necklace!

lorve it loads.. saw a woman going into

comics connection taht look lyk ghost!

today i manage to see him twice, once outside 3/6,

then was when i went to buy my CANMILO!

only BESTIES knows.

didn't wanted to drink earlier, ndd wanted to keep it in my bag!

budd suddenly i felt thirsty so i drank it.

how sad:(

brought a bottle of nail polish!

gonna pohish my table on monday:)

went to take neoprints. ai-ren ndd ferfer so chio budd me?

...

argh!

tok to vanessa forh a little while today.

she asked me why nort giveup if you think there's no hope?

she's the second person who told me this!

i told yusri his words hurts me;

then yusri was lyk not me, its him!

WO HEN XIANG NI;

wo HEN XIANG AI NI-

2o18 beautifulmemories_*

withloves@ 5:17 pm

Thursday, March 22, 2007

unlucky day

1.) yusri told me something

2.)ferlicia de hp missing

3.)my blog tio spamm AGAIN:)

okayys.. yusri told me things, i expected it

i force a smile ndd said it's alright:)

he encourage me to giveup ndd say they plenty of guys outside there;

obviously those who knows me knows i wun!

today i did something that made me throw face=[

too much things are happening today..

i was already so bth le, then jason still shout his name

then i shout; dun play le lahh, funny arhh?

that minute i feel lyk crying out; dunno why.

sorryyy.. jason! i'm so sorryyyy..

HAIISH!

I LORVE CANMILO!

no CAN, no DRINK!

SHE LORVE KITKAT

jonathan bully my ai-ren leh..

you think your face gort many pimple,

means got many ppl lyk you?

bhb! nvr diao my ai-ren ever..

cause she's my AI-REN'<33

you're icyicy's RIVAL!

then ish ferfer de hp,

kelian lehh, her 850i gone, stolen by a 850i stealer

kelian! i pity her lurh, we're so damm unlucky..

stay happy kayys=]

ANGANG own me one chocolate!

stupid idiot broke his promise,

ltr i asked xiao dingdang disown you then you know

i love CANMILO!

although i know he's NVR gonna lorve me;

budd i will still lorve him=]

his words hurts me deeply;

makes me wanna cry out loud.

nobody ever know haw i am feeling,

i am not being devoted or wad;

there's no fate between us,

if you need someone who cares for you,

i wish i could be there

i knew there's nvr gonna be a start

but everything has an end.

MAYBE my love for you will end sooner or later but not NOW;

i am force to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life,

i wish you're happy with the girl you lyk,

i wish everything is well forh you.

STILL, it'll remain as a part of my memories.

hopefully you'll be doing well!

to SPAMMERS: i guessed they're not those

who spammed me last time le. ndd i dun want to find out.

continue spamming forh all i care;

budd pls dun use childplays' words.

you're just being lame:)

UNFORHGOTTEN MEMORIES;

LOVING YOU FOREVER;

AI-RENs' <33

withloves@ 5:07 pm

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOHS

its his burfday today.. bought him smt ndd asked hongwei passed to him:)

&hongwei bribe me forhx a box of chocolate:) & sichang toO..

i hope he manage to get the present=)

their chocolates were gone! but i promised to buy them one more:)

reallie must thks hongwei loads but sichang did nth

then dunno why the hongwei "prank" msged me..

i thought what, i sleeping then he msged..

i didn't see after yusri woke me up from my dreams.

i drew his name on the card, lorve it loads,

budd didn't manage to take a pic of it.

it was the first time i tok to him today; 21 march=]

i dun even know weather he heard it anort.

i shouted; HAPPY BIRTHDAY

so guessed he didn't hear then they keep asking one another to take off the earpiece from his ears, i started acting what he will do if we take off=)

start speaking vulgarities yar?

then i said fark, c.b, blablabla; nd they said he smiled=)

kept shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY:) until i think is shengda came, he walked away:) at first i actually just walked to him ndd said happy birthday, but i think he nvr hear.

I LORVE HIM CAN!

i LOVE him horhx

hope he's not reading my blog:)

21st march just passed lyk thats;

i will rmb the moments i first tok to yoohs..

Its all because of yooh who made me who i am.

Its all because of yooh who made me lorve yooh.

Its all because of yooh making me cherish everyone;

ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.

I will learnt to be strong no matter how you treat me;

there's still gonna be more bummy roads ahead,

i will not be just all because of you;

iskandar friend asked me a lame question,

which made me go ard asking ppl:)

fill in the blank

JASON is FREDDY's son,

FREEDY is the ____ of jason's father.

THE ANSWER IS: name!

thks to iskandar forh the answer worhx.

xiaomichmich asked me out again:)

but there's gonna be HIM

so i dunch think i will be going

budd she said if i go she's gonna treat me lollipops.

woots.. so gd of her;

argh.. i am so super moody today nd liling still asked me to cut myself;

cut until it bleeds, if only benjamin could lend me his knife or she buys me one then;

<33

[ budd still lorve my AI-RENs, TINGTING& fErfEr MOST! *]

its a little too late;

to say i love you

withloves@ 7:09 pm

Monday, March 19, 2007

first day of SCHOOL for TERM TWO =]

i was still thinking weather ai-ren de blog de post was TRUE! then i went to school ndd

saw alot of ppl so its NOT TRUE lahh..

although it was lame of me to tot that it was true budd i rly wish we could go to school on 21st march.

ANYWAY

early in the morning i was already at sch.. 8.30 start sch, i 6plusplus reach lerh.. then went to find hongwei, ndd asked him smt. he agree ndd said it was under one condition

ndd that was to simply buy him a box of chocolate! GREEDY horhx? ndd i became his maid forh dunch know how long,

cos he say if i rly nids him to help me, i have to fan him..

i took my textbook ndd start fanning him,

after a while he wanted a chicken burger, then i helped him buy:)

after that he wanted a bottle of ice-lemon tea, so i went to buy forh him too ndd brough a drink forh myself too:)

it's my favourite milky:) my stomach started to ache when i was in the class.. i even helped hongwei throw away his leftover! thats the first time i do such thing:) after that he rly agree to helped le:)

then came weesen blaming me about smt which

i dun think shld say in blog.. thinking he was the

third person toking to me about that matter,

was it rly my fault? did i cause him to become lyk this?

i dunno ndd i dun even wish to find out=]

sometimes it even made me guilty

ndd i dunch even know how to face myself when ppl tok to me about how he has become:)

i was rly restless in class today:)

i kept sleeping, thats the only thing i could do!

hongwei told me something which i dunno weather i shld believe.

budd thinking in my mindd,

he doesn't gain anything from lying to me.

anyway i didn't saw him today!

nort even a glance or wad..

a little upset then we went to lot 1. liling saw her cousin then stick there.. saw anthea ndd singyin

they were funny:) they kept laughing at dunno who.. teehees.. maybe ME=]]

went everywhere ndd saw them.. even when we went into library also saw them=)

anthea dun lyk liling worhx.. hehe=]]

tomorrow, i shall make my way to buy the present for him, hongwei told him i am gonna give him a present.. i was lyk FARK UP!

ndd hongwei say he wasn't cute at all.. BROTHERS!!

*TWIST*

I LOVE SANLY!

if love could be eternity;

i would wish dhat my love for you could be.

wht ever i wish now, may not come true:)

i just want a smile from you, just a smile will do!

i love you, i love you anyway.

nothing you do could change my mind.

loving you made me feel independent.

i love you endlessly.

i am waiting forh you in the rain.

i became not so relyed on someone else, just because of you

i love you, i love you more than you know.

although i am sadden by wht you have done..

budd i still love you;

my memories-

nvr be erased*

WE STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO =]

withloves@ 6:34 pm

Sunday, March 18, 2007

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN AGAIN:]
i spendd long time lurh:)

haiish! 2 more days..

its just two more days to his burfday:)

i wish to open the door thru sadness;

then i could escape from all those unwanted feelings;

i wanna deprived the feelings!

i haf think it over ndd over again:)

loving someone hurts more then being loved by someone;

my love forh you can nvr get any further

i could only smiled when i saw you, ndd quickly dodge..

i will be elated when you stood there after seeing me,

nvr walked away;

someone still owns me his words..

i dun wanna asked, she dun wanna say;

she just told me, wat he told her was hurtful enough.

if only you could only remained lyk the past;

you smile, you joke, you talk;

wadd i see in you now is SILENT

i nvr wanted much:)

i just wanted to silently love you;

XI HUAN NI ORH

i'm simply contented with my life;

waiting forh you to enter my life is impossible

withloves@ 6:19 pm

Saturday, March 17, 2007

TAGS REPLY

SANLY-->thats call retarded not funny!..btw, i love you kayys..

will replink you soon.. hehe

passer-by--> i am not very sure cause i took it from somewhere, not blogskins.

EILEEN-->HELLO.. lamer.. haha=) thks for tagging lehh.. i mish you loads.. hehex)

passer-by1--> can i make a guess who you are? if you're the one i guessed, your blog ish not i spammed nor are they my friends..

so i can't admit spamming your blog.. err.. takkaire too..

tingting--> i mish you so.. arghh.. your audition over le, maybe we'll be together again:) muacks<33

yunting--> you praised him.. i composed it to english. version just for him kayys.. i will keep it up de.. not down

TAG FORH ME!

withloves@ 11:42 pm

can't help falling in love!

benben!

i came back from camp just ytd night..
many things happened..
first day__.x
morning was sianx, had to walk the macrichie blabla de thing..
then after that was games..
then till night.. blindmice was nice cos got benben marhh..
night time, benben pei us.. at night we didn't slp, walked ard sch ndd tok..
i slp only forhx 2 hrs plus plus.. benben slp 3o minutes, ndd hanxiang nvr sleep..
KELIANx..
second day__.x
we play captain ball, fell down from chair ndd hurt my finger..
i cried* benben dunno.. only some sec4 ndd ferfer know nia..
then horny bastard very kelian too, got 6packs but of no use.. haha=)
then we toktok for awhile lurh.. ndd we started tickling him..
we ran up ndd the down the whole sch.. but basically only liling chase him..
i only wanted to tickle him.. cos he will make that sound..
teehees..
afternoon, after lsc de punishment, benben so sad ndd me ndd ferfer dun dare tok, only helped him pick up rubbish.. from sch to sci center, he so quiet, so unlike him lurh..
we tried to cheer him up.. finally after dinner, he was okay le..
benben saw his friends on the tv.. POLARPOLAR bear..
we watch stars.. i must admit we watch lots of "STAR"
hehex)
after watching stars go back home.. bide goodbye to everyone!
TODAY!
went out with ai-ren
watch a lame movie the haunted school
its nort scary at all, just that the cinema no ppl de..
budd i enjoy the sound effect .. after the movie,went shop about, bought a shirt..
i LYK I LYK.. ndd ai-ren bought a bag..
after that, we asked benben out.. benben came le, then ask jian to come too:)
went to library ndd tok for 2 hrs then go long john sitsit ndd eateat..
I LOVE POCKING BENBEN de cheeks:)
i dun want to write le:)

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

i fall in love with you ever since the day we met,

till now ndd maybe forever..

i dun want to break my promize to you;

so everytime you're there, i will definately hide from you..

you're gonna be fifteen soon..

maybe i shld smile, ndd let you go;

hope that you'll oways be happy..

thats my only wishes to you;

if you're gonna be unhappy, i shall be unhappy too=(

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

if one day you were to walk pass me;

i would rather want you to give me a wave then a pretence

withloves@ 10:40 pm

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

me with that wonderful cap

mE ndd QIng

me ndd weeSen

same face? bleah=P

i so ugly can! Weesen is funny lurh..

ENJOY MY DAY
kept laughing! cos everything was so damm funny:)

everyone have to present a talk lahh.. being a tourguide..

PLZZ.. before i have my speech weesen ndd xianyong had already knew i would keep laughing:) ndd i promise them that i wun laugh..

promise are not meant to be broken

sorryyy..budd didn't meant to broke it..

budd indeed i kept laughing=)

ndd weesen ndd xianyong kept asking me dun laugh:)

my handphone almost tio confiscated 2times..

didn't mean to take out.. =)

arhh.. ALMOST!.. haha

tingting went forh camp le.. i miss her.. only got a peep of her this morning thats all=)

weesen took my hairband off AGAIN!

put it on his hair then on icy birdie hair again;

icy birdie wear that hairband then i wore his cap:)

he's cap nice lurh.. it's superr nice=)

gonna add it in my wishlist soon!

LEVI'S CAP!

ME ndd weesen act cute de photo inside got that cap:)

ahh:) many things happened today=)

I CALLED him:) ask him somethings.. reallie frightened to tok to him;) maybe i too long nvr tok to him le, esp the changed* him.

tmr got camp le.. with liling ndd benjamin de..

haiish! got nightwalk! i scare lurh.. budd nvrm..

weesen have to go to camp right after that;

goodluck to him!

PATHETIC horr? JIAYOUS

I ONLY WISH TO LOVE YOU ONCE MORE;

i haf already unblock him.. haish.. some ask me why i block him; i reply not sure.. just haf the feelings.. budd even if i unblock him he's nvr gonna unblock me yea?

i would rather you have nvr happened in my life before,

at least i will not be suffering in the darkness where nobody give a damm..

some feelings i can't explained;

i could only say;

I LOVE YOU

withloves@ 5:32 pm

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

WOOTS!!

I AM BEING SORT OF CRAZY TODAY x33!

only xianYONG & darRY could bear with me!

thienSEN is making me so fuck up!

ahuh! he step on my shoe trying to trip me off everytime i walked in front of him..

i told him he's being so childish den weesen said the person

who can trip ppl down is called CLEVER.. ndd the one being tripped is call STUPID!

argh.. HE turned one round ndd shot me stupid larh..

i will just bear with you forhx just this time lurh..

ndd i reallie tio trip by thiensen two times!

fuck.. i sprain my leg ehh.. i sat down there my leg couldn't move..

NOBODY CARE about me..

thiensen ndd weesen saw me fall didn't even ask me weather i kayys not..

only darryl gongong stand dere watch then came wenqing..

i saw baiweixiu ndd the zhang yaoDONg!..

shuai ge ndd mei-nu =))

today i am happy cum moody.. cos i didn't haf enough sleep today!

dun feel lyk toking..

thiensen punch my hand todaY..

darryl saw him then keep ask i okay not.. cos he could hear the sound when thiensen box my hand..

it was so superr dammy pain luh that i laid onto the wall ndd almost cried.. thats how my tears almost came out..

then they took my hairband out ndd start putting it on their hair..

JOYCE simply sucks.. stupid of them comparing me to that idiot sia..

i am not so worst lyk her lurhx..

finally i gort my phone back from korkor le..

argh BENDANN DE zHU<^(00)^>

LEANNARD GOH I DUN NID GUYS HORX..

I LOVE HIM NIA HORR..

you dun anyhow give ppl my number horr..

fuck you!

if there's only gonna be 1 true love among a hundred;

then i am gonna be the one who truely love you in those hundred;

so many days; so many hours;

have you forgotten me?

even if you dun love me, i will still be right here waiting for you;

can i be the one, you loved you care?

i have sort out my feelings;

no matter how you treat me;

i will still love you;

[8 days more]

withloves@ 6:33 pm

Monday, March 12, 2007

I WILL TRY TO LET GO SOMEHOW;

i am contented with my life now..

having you just inside my mindd will do;

i told myself.

in my heart; i will miss you always.

just finish the conference call with michelle ndd jewel..

they were basically consoling me yea..

after all having friends lyk you people are simply great..

especially when you're not just a friend to me.

haiish haiish:)

anyway ytd tok on phone with FerFer for an hour plusplus:)

toking about many him's

first of all misses those times saying dardar woaini to the first him.. he's a great guy indeed budd MY CHILDISH mindd didn't cherish him at all.. now he's gone.. i can only see him happily with HER?

now hopefully he has now found a better girl for him le

all the best to the first him.

then was the second HIM that only last 1mth plusplus..

isn't it abit too fast?

misses those memorable days with him..

but when he's with his friends, he didn't even give a damm to me at all..

thks to HIM, i get to know two bestie buddies..

he now also has found a girl whom he really cares for le..

goodluck Y_ _ _T_ _ _G!

ndd now the last guy;

the tears is shed, he nvr know.. among those three, he's the one i love the most yea? ~~I LOVE HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY-~~

i told myself everyday, why can't he feel it?

my love for him can even made me change myself to a better person just to suits you.. but YOU only care about appearance eh? ndd my FACE can nvr be compared to his HER.. guess he will only hearts his girl when i am crying silently where nobody knows..

my expectations are not high;

All i want from you is to treat me like what you did in the past;

you tok ndd you laugh ndd you smile to me;

i wanted to kept my feelings ndd love for you in my mindd;

nvr would i know rumours just pass..

you made me into the stupidest woman in the world ,

by loving you.

anyway no matter wad, i will be silently awaiting;

because i am loving you so;

thats the fact i cannot change;

hopefully miracles do happened;

ndd change the fact of me ndd you;

i will wait as long as heart tells me so;

if i can't even be friends with you;

i will just silently love you in my mindd.

withloves@ 12:04 pm

Sunday, March 11, 2007

JUST FARK OFF
early in the morning went to airport to FIND THAT idiot!!
he's finally back from singapore yea!
come back the house jiu become very noisy le.. SHOUTINGS HERE NDD THERE;
FAN ARHH!!
saw many ppl at airport they seems happy.. got 1 woman very funny le
.. the bums QIAO qi lai de..
laughing non-STOP.. it's really dammy funny..
after that went back home..
afternoon check my msg ndd saw LOONIES asking me out..
FARK!! i was sleeping then.. argh.. really tired ndd my mood is not quite good.. finally i finish making FerFEr de bloggie lerh!!
EHHs!!
BTW!!
HAPPY BURFDAY TO MY BELOVED jEWEL<33

ytd i was thinking about many things AGAIN

HIM AGAIN!

my heart REALLY broke into pieces!

wadd iff this; ndd wadd if dhat?

i told myself to get you off my mindd;

i wanted to act that i am alright;

budd everyone seems to know i am just pretending.

i wish i could simply cry out,

rather then bearing those tears in my heart'

i wanted to get you off my mindd i told myself;

but i simply couldn't do it.

am i a failure?

till now, i can only silently wish you all the best;

with you ndd the one you lorve;

i dun want to think too much..

i can't handle them, cos its simply too much for me;

your nicks, everything..

WENT everywhere saw your THINGS,

i will start exclaiming

HIS'S, IT'S HIS!

i was CHILdISH-MINDED, act INNOCENT, someone who nvr THINKS before doing anything;

BECAUSE OF YOU, I CHANGED*

budd i GAIN NTH-

I DUN WANT TO THINK TOO MUCH.. CAN YOU PLS FARK OFF FROM MY MINDD?

I LOVE iiux;

i cherishx iiux;

i adore iiux.

withloves@ 7:21 pm

Saturday, March 10, 2007

TODAY went to queen's way then after that went to findd jewel ndd michelle
..
argh..totally sucks.. budd i lorve JEWEL<33
tomorrow then continue blogging..

byebye

iif time could be like an hour glass;

i'll keep this beautiful memory in the glass;

ndd flip it over ndd over again;

withloves@ 6:52 pm

HEY! LEAVE ME ALONE
sighhs! I am nort happy!
many things happened.. or shall i say i am glad about all those thingys
*yawns* .. stupid lennard early in the morning called me..
its just 9 plus can't he let me have more time to slp?
argh.. still feel lyk slping though..
i dunno wads happening tuhh me just feeling sort of depressed..
liling ytd told me about his msn nick..
he has someone he lyks le bahh..
ndd that person must have been a pretty girl..
his nick was i didn't have the chance to know you
arghh.. i dunno wad to do.. i am puzzled..
i know you hate me loads.. ndd i can nvr haf you by my side..
budd wadd you write simply hurts alot..
i haf been thinking through the night.. wad can i do?
NOTHING..
your name add MY NAME equals to NTH

from the past i have been too naive..
i thought i could, i thought i really could..
i must wipe away my past;
childish thoughts..
whenever i hear DHAT song, it remindds me of you..
ndd thats why i love that song alot!
give up or give up nort?

i am nth in your heart, not even a germ..
at least now you have someone you lyk;
i will not be dishearten just by you..
WHY, WHY, WHY?
WHY AM I LIDDAT?
your nick befer this was CRY ON MY SHOULDER rightz?
i dun wanna face the facts budd liling dun gain anything from lying to me:) i will not run away from reality anymore.. i only know that you wun love me ndd you will nvr yea..
you have already have another gurl in your mindd; your heart.

you made me believe i can do anything;

you stood right by me;

through the tears, through everything

love is sarcrifing for someone you love;

loving someone is to give him happiness

only to hope SHE cherish you;

i shall be the one missing you always,

withloves@ 10:57 am

Friday, March 09, 2007

FUN DAY YEA?
went to lot 1 with ferFEr & lilingz..
i have done my ZHUAN SHU TIAN SHI derh english version..
i am showing it off to everyone during recess..
ltr shall write in my post toO..
WE'RE the first class who failed the 10rounds 30 minutes test!
ndd i am one of those who failed..
lalala~
WENT TO lot 1 ndd started loitering ard lurh..
i think i saw anthea ndd singyin budd nvr call them lahh..
then go library ndd saw grace.. hahax)
saw some freako coming.. then we went to tok to grace..
after that went out library ndd saw charlotte, carrie nd their friend..
WAVED* ndd went off..
after tat went took 2 neoprints..
nice ehh.. love that machine loads budd i look a bit retard sia..
shall scanned it when korkor helped me plug the wire luh..

MY EDITED SONG~
i wun blame you for everything
the acts ndd pretends infront of me.
angel should hide their wings everywhere on earth.
human stupid ndd forgetful,
budd you gentle ndd kind.
how can i let you be heartbroken because of me?

tiny winy hand, thck thick warm.
you always comfort me through my uneasy night.
dreams that i thought would nvr come true,
came into your eyes.
then i realised you are so close to me.

~chorus
nobody can ever snatch you away from my heart;
you're my guradian angel, only i can haf you.
nobody can ever replaced you in my heart;
you're my guardian angel ndd i dun nid other wishes.

tiny winy palm, big big strength.
i will fly together with you.
the place you wanna go;
is my destination
with my protection, smile shall be as vibrant

if you hadn't appeared in my sight,
i would be still sleeping soundly.
in my despair, i tot my life will be in darkness

withloves@ 6:59 pm

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SAMANTHASOH(:
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ENCIK JOHN(:
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